Wednesday, June 29, 2016

Just a little update

I think Sweet Pea is officially potty trained. I'm saying that very cautiously. 

She has been dry for about 2 weeks, and has been in undies *at night* for about a week. She had one accident a couple of weeks ago, at the beach. Ohhhh and she had a couple when she was sick, that I completely forgot about. 

I've been in so much pain, for like...3 months. The last week has been the worst. I was crying everyday, crying myself to sleep. It.was.awful. 

Yesterday and today have been better. I still hurt, but not as bad. If I keep moving, it hurts less. But the moment I sit down to rest, I feel like I'm dying. 

It's mainly my back/spine and is currently my left shoulder as well. My spine always hurts, but the other pain moves around. My skin hurts, and I get awful muscle cramps/spasms. Most days, it's just too much. 

With all of that, things are actually looking up. We're becoming more organized and are taking care of things that have needed some TLC for a long time. 

We're hoping to get our roof fixed soon, and then we'll be able to fix the floors. 

Mister and I are going to take Sweet Pea to the beach for the night, in a little over a month. My mom is letting us use her timeshare. I'm really looking forward to it. 

I have a doctors appointment next week, to find out what the hell is going on with my body. Because I'm done. 



Friday, June 10, 2016

Feeling good

Can I just say how happy I am? I just feel....good!

I'm looking forward to things, finally! Just little things. I look forward to spending the day with Sweet Pea, and look forward to spending the evenings with Mister. 

I'm even looking forward to cleaning the next day lol I ordered a bissell stick vacuum...I'm so freaking excited to use it lmao

There are plenty of things to feel down and stressed out about, and I'm definitely stressed, but I'm not going to let it rain on my happy parade.

Sweet Pea is doing so well with potty training. She's had a total of 3 accidents, the entire time! She's mastered pulling her own pants down and going when she needs to. As long as she isn't super into something.

On the way home from the beach yesterday, she told us she had to pee. So we pulled over, and put the potty in between the two side doors lol She went, and her pullup was dry the whole way home.

She's even been going on the big potty, when out and about. She only wears diapers at bedtime, and the pullup for the long drive. Otherwise, she's in undies...or naked lol

I'm so incredibly proud of her.

It feels like things are falling apart. But, I'm just sure they're going to be just fine. Things will work out. I know it.